Soul Unraveled

I climbed a mountain recently, the effects of which I still can feel a good two days later. It is not only physically draining, but mentally as well. But I get to ponder on life up there. In spite of being in a group, I was alone and in silence I get to listen.

I have made mistakes in the past that shaped my life and what I became today. I have squandered fortunes and lost opportunities that could have been my crowning glory. I have hurt a lot of people for choices I made because of pride and prejudices.

Reality shatters every notion of a good life that you have unconsciously built to shelter you from the world. And up there where you are exposed and vulnerable, you begin to see the big picture. Life isn't as rosy as you have perceived. But acceptance makes it better.

Now that I am back on the ground, I begin my heartbreaking task to unravel the wall, brick by brick, and by my own hands. Only I can see this wall and only I can detach myself from this shelter.

It is good to sometimes make a hasty retreat, and in solitude you will discover yourself.